Saturday, July 24, 2010

Fruit of the Spirit

close-up of a green apple
So in my lasting posting, I wrote a little about my thoughts on what Jesus meant when he spoke about the “kingdom of heaven.” As I mentioned before, what intrigues me the most about this kingdom is that Jesus spoke of it as happening here and now. Jesus introduced a new way of living in this world; a way to live like we were supposed to. Despite my belief that Jesus was serious about a kingdom of heaven on earth, I am left asking myself two questions. How do I live this way and is it realistic?            
It’s really hard living in the city and believing that human beings can bring about the kind of living that God intended for us. Every day, I am faced with the reality of poverty and injustice on a social level. I talk with men and women who are homeless and do not have access to safe and dignified shelter. On any given night, I can walk outside the front door of my housing and witness young women being prostituted on the street corner. During my time in Bay Ridge, I have befriended a young man and his mother who frequent the park next door. Last week, the young man’s father died. Since then, his mother has struggled with everything from depression to a broken down car, with no one to help. In the wake of all evil and injustice, how can we live in a way that brings about heaven here on earth?
Every Thursday night here at CSM, we host a worship night for the teen groups that come in. During this time, I give a short message on the theme of Hope, Renewal, and Restoration. At the end of my message, I read a portion of Scripture from the book of 1 Corinthians. The entire chapter speaks about love, and that anything done without love is meaningless. I have come to believe that love is the daily answer to how we are to bring about renewal. In a world fractured by hate, greed, war, materialism, and selfishness, love provides the healing ingredient for what a renewed world looks like. Of all the ways that God intended human beings to interact with each other, love is at the core of it. When a human being shows love to another, there is a glimpse of what a perfect world would look like.
Last weekend, I went with some friends to hear the NYC Philharmonic Orchestra play in Prospect Park. In the middle of the concert, a young, post-college age girl sat down in the grass in front of me. After a little while, she reached into her bag and pulled out a half-full bottle of water and an apple. Before drinking her water, she turned around and motioned to me, offering her apple. I thought to myself, “What kind of person offers a complete stranger an apple in the middle of a park?” Not only that, but how crazy would I have to be to accept food from a random stranger in the middle of a park in NYC? But after a while, something occurred to me. What if I had actually been a little hungry? If anyone I knew had offered me the apple, I would have certainly accepted it. So why wouldn’t I have accepted it from her? All social expectations prohibited me from taking food from a stranger, but this girl was living outside of those expectations. This girl was embodying a lifestyle that said, “I’m going to treat others as though they were my friends.” What if we let the kingdom of heaven guide the way we look at others, instead of the way we’ve been conditioned by a fractured world? I can help but wonder how my life would change if I looked at everyone, not with distrust and judgment, but with kindness and love, as if they were a family member.
The point of this all is not to endorse taking food from strangers ever chance we get. It is a call to actually live on earth, how we think we might live in a kingdom of heaven. I think it would flip our world upside down.

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

King of Hearts
















I’ve been thinking a lot lately about the kingdom of heaven. This “kingdom of heaven” is constantly mentioned throughout the gospels. A large part of what Jesus spoke about centered on this subject. He even told his followers to go around saying that this kingdom had come. I used to feel like I never quite understood what Jesus (or his unorthodox cousin John) meant by saying the kingdom of heaven had come.

To me, the term “kingdom of heaven” seemed like some far out idea that fit better in a fairy tale than in the “real world.” Heaven (whatever that is or looks like) has its place out there, and we have ours on this earth. And never the twain shall meet?

But that’s not what Jesus said. He said they do, in fact, meet. And that this kingdom of heaven is found here on earth. In addition to this, he said the ones who inhabit it are the poor and the persecuted. Doesn’t exactly sound like the American dream does it?

I was reading the Acts account in the Scriptures recently and was reminded of how the Jewish people during Jesus’ day misunderstood this kingdom as well. They thought that it was something national. They believed that it was about restructuring the politics of the empire they lived in. They wanted representation, land ownership, economic reform, and national healthcare. They wanted a return to the “Jewish” nation their forefathers believed in. But Jesus was introducing something much greater than a new and better government. He was introducing a kingdom made up of people that would live as God created them to. This kingdom is not bound by land or territory. It has no central government. There is neither a temple, nor a White House. Instead, with Jesus as the king, this kingdom is to be lived out in the hearts of those who seek after God and the way he created the world to be. A kingdom of heaven.

I have come to believe that the kingdom of heaven isn’t some distant, metaphysical reality that we all hope we’ll go to someday. It isn’t golden streets or 72 virgins or half naked babies with harps. It is a movement begun by Jesus to live in alignment with the heart of God. It is an invitation to live as God has created us to. It is a new world order. Jesus introduced a new way to love, work, spend, speak, and live in this world; and it models the way we were truly designed to be. When Jesus said the kingdom of heaven had come, he was saying that it is time to live on earth like we would live in a kingdom in heaven. And it all takes after the heart of Jesus.

More on this and how it relates to my life and work in NYC to come…